2001 - In Urgency, violation of the physical, intellectual and psychological integrity, by the use of Drugs and protocole against the pharmaceutical  and human rights , with  sequestration, and the lie to the family. Since, the denial , and the reject in the fact of the society and the separation of my family.

 

I have sended an expertise at the french Justice 2014. Rejected 2015.My only request was the true for my children, and my family, and my professional rehabilitation, my resocialisation. That it would be a problem, and impossible at this time.Difficult for and by me to show this acts, because I was no free, and without memory after the administration, an injection by bolus of the first chemical solution and no identified. I have not seen my agressors 3 days. I don't know where, in the first place, or transported, I was unconscient, but probably with the capacity to answer at the orders.

 

Today, I alway don't know who they were, and what number.

After these 3 days, i was transfered in another medical service, with an very strong pharmaceutical treatment, and a diagnosis more founded in the effects of it, than my real depression.

 

A deep and unknowed suffering at my waking up, the questions about to the medical personal about.

 

And after many sexual allusions and diffamations of my person , my morality, my inaptitude to work in my discipline from the personal of this public hôpital and around.At each future hospitalisation, it will be new lies by the doctors against the reality.More and more visible. Like a game for them.

But destructor for me, because without issue for me to be undestand by. That was not the fact of their possible uncompetence, but really the fact of their volonty. So, perfectly premedited, and greatly organised..Ouside the hospital and the city also ...

 

But the more difficult is the attitude today of the family, the indifference of a lot of them, so my impossibility to be and live happy in this context, and their lie.That is the inhuman and totally unjust consequence of.The but being to a social and humiliate assistance by this social exclusion and the spoliation of my identity, our story and our life.In the better, a salary and condition of work that I considerate today like an intellectual  exploitation, an ostentary incitation at the prostitution also.In a context of moral harcelement. Now my family is disapointed by me, and judge that I have probably merited my work and social condition. 

 

My family was not rich, but I have never knowed this hight poperty and mediocraty winner here.

 

Finally since thirty years, the economic crisis, a wonderful pretext to explain and justifiate all this waste.My telled madness, for not to be heared.

 

By the historical story of my family, and trought my life,I can't believe that it would be good for my chidren to remain more  time here.Because logically, their future will be worst than their Mother.But I know, like me than they love their country. So, when the country don't love its children, all children, and kill their dream...An they couln't to build their personality and their future on the lie and the denial, and to choice their way.

 

My story is real,  it is the true.

 

 

Today, ma grand mothers and my mother cry ...

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dr Amina Naili 11th July 2015,

Mother of three children.